Saturday, June 18, 2005

10 Things I hate about you

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close…
Not even a little bit…
Not even at all.

Friday, June 17, 2005

happy happy joy joy




Thursday, June 16, 2005

Fear of Dying.

I'm not afraid of standing still.
I'm just afraid of being bored.
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind.
I'm just afraid of being ignored.
I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying.....
I'm just afraid of losing and I am afraid of DYING!!!!!!!!!
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too.
Without you yes I do.
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too.
Without you yes I.......
I'm not afraid of being sick.
I'm more afraid of being well.
I'm not afraid... put the gun in my hand...
I'm just afraid it will hurt like, hurt like hell.
I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting and I am afraid of DYING!!!!!
Without you, yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you, yes I do
Without you, yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you, yes I..........
I'm not afraid of looking ugly.
I couldn't care what they say.
I'm not afraid of happy endings.......
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way.
I'm not afraid of forgivness... I'll absolve you everything.
I'm not afraid of lying but I am afraid of DYING!!!!!!!!!
Without you, yes I do and I hope that you do too.
Without you, yes I do.
Without you, all I do is sit and think about you.
Without you, yes I..........

Jack Off Jill. One of the best female bands of all time! I love her voice and I highly recommend their CD's. Especially "Sexless Demons and Scars" and "Clear Hearts, Grey Flowers"

X marks the spot matey!


(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked anything else
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of parent's house
( ) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher/boss
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had/have a crush on one of your Livejournal friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
( ) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) eaten sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) gotten with someone BECAUSE of Livejournal
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
( ) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x)made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x)kissed in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
( ) traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
(x) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis during class/work
(x) ate dog food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
( ) had sex in a park
( ) had sex in the bathroom
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
(x) been a cheerleader/pommer/dance-squader
(x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school/work
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch (aka Ring and Run)
( ) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish and then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
( ) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house

Golden Tears

The golden tears of an angel drip, drop onto my face,
Looking down and around to find her placement in this world,
Shes tried it all,
Shes sure to fall,
At least thats what they say,
Everyday, Oh, Everyday,
She crys and trys to pull away,
But held down she can't move,
I watch her with a broken smile,
Knowing the pain has been there awhile,
You never notice her,
Shes the girl that crys at night,
Shes the girl, thats not alright,
Shes the one God waits for,
Shes the one, rotting at the core,
But keep looking away,
Its better that way,
Because she has nothing to you.

Only Me

You look at me,
What do you see,
Peering through my clear heart,
Seeing my soul tear apart,
In the mirror I awake,
My reflection I want to break,
The screaming and shouting drives me up the wall,
I just want to say screw it all,
But I push on another day,
Trying to have less to say,
So I can hide,
So I be,
Without you,
Only me.

Camel Tots Top 5.

Top 5 Hottest Girls. Top 5 Music Videos. Top 5 Blonde Bombshells. Top 5 Ways To Say Screw Off! Everyone else has their Top 5, so heres mine. Theres a lot of links by the way!

Top 5 Things Wrong With Americans-

-We look at
anorexic blonde bimbos to see beauty.


-Quoting from a Good Charlotte song, "Girls don't like boys, Girls like cars and money."

-We are so ate up with whats in style.

-Racism. Aren't we evolved enough to know we are all equals here..?

Top 5 CamelQuotes-

-"Is adult entertainment killing our children? Or is killing our children entertaining adults?"-Marilyn Manson

-"When I grow up I want to put chickens in bags"-Mad Chef

-"If you read, you will judge" Kurt Cobain

-"I want downloadable suicide, I want a newer version"-Marilyn Manson

-"The fact that nobody liked me at school began to fade out of my mind like blue magic marker reminders scrawled on the back of a greasy fist."

Top 5 Reasons I hate where I live-

-Lack of People Like Me.

- No Good Malls Close.

- The amount of people that can't live their pathetic lives, without making me hate mine.

- People here are unaccepting.

- Pretty grass...My grass won't do that.

Top 5 Things People Don't Know About Me-

- I was nine the last time I wet the bed. (the last time before that I was like 5 so...)

- I have extremely low self esteem.

- The Mad Chef adopted me.

- I cry myself to sleep.

- You ain't my baby's daddy!

Top 5 bands-

- Murderdolls.

- Beatles.

- Jack Off Jill.

- Spice Girls

- Crystal Method

Top 5 Love Songs-

- Broken, Seether Ft. Amy Lee.

- Love Me Do, Beatles.

- Butterfly, Crazytown.

- I Love You, You Love Me, Barney.

- Iowa, Slipknot. Even though it could be arguable.

Top 5 hate songs-

- Waiting to Die, hed PE.

- She Hates Me, Don't Remeber Artist.

- People= S***, Slipknot.

- Right Now, Korn.

- (s)aint, Marilyn Manson.

Top 5 most disliked stars-

- Britany Spears. I can't believe she married that poor guy for, like a day.

- Avril Lavigne. I'm sorry, but I think shes very fake.

- Pamela Anderson. She gives blondes a bad name...and a slutty reputation.

- Jennifer Lopez. The whole "look at me, look at me" thing is annoying. And shes been married to many times.

- Lil Jon....Yea BoY!!! What the duce!???! Need I explain?

Top 5 Games-

- Runescape, online multiplayer.

- Grand Theft Auto series, most popular on PS2.

- Black and White, computer.

- Defend your castle, online.

- Sims, Computer, PS2, Gamecube, Xbox...

Top 5 Reasons Why I wrote this-

- I was bored.

- It sounded like fun.

- Your mom.

- I'm fat?

- *Points finger and laughs* To waste space on the internet?

Haha.. I wasted your time....